tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3371123412003467417.post5159203353062550421..comments2023-10-18T10:01:36.085-05:00Comments on h*q: Unknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3371123412003467417.post-88455787014618347392011-07-25T02:24:27.452-05:002011-07-25T02:24:27.452-05:00"and I’m trying to tell myself “enjoy this. y..."and I’m trying to tell myself “enjoy this. you’re young and the world still has the ability to be lovely sometimes” but it’s like the feelings keep falling all over the place. Like they can’t get comfortable, breathing heavily under me. I try so hard to take things for what they are and love them even in their crookedness, in their almost poetic way of never being like I thought beautiful things were supposed to be. But my body’s just to heavy for it. Too clumsy to sit still for a goddamn second and love some moment serenely in the quiet symphony of summer’s eternity. Maybe you’re not the only one with holes in your heart burying quiet thoughts your mouth can’t even whisper yet." <br /><br />-crazy that i actually found words for exactly how i'm feeling.Samnoreply@blogger.com